Today my life begins..

this is such a wonderful song..

MY FAVORITE..

just like what they told me...THIS SONG WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE.."and so it did (:"

TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS (:

i'll leave the past behind me..
i will learn to forgive..
TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS (:

12/21/10

i love my family so much.. 

 

Daimler

Daimler Ner

The time we knew that  kuya will soon be a father at his early age,mama cried not knowing what good future he will have for his self and for his child..
i sat down,prayed and hope,that everything will be alright..

ate Princess (kuya's girl friend) soon lived in our home..we welcomed her as a part of the family.
she is kind,pretty and quiet at first..
i remember that at night,i used to knock on her door so we can spend time together..
because she is always staying at her room for like the whole day.. =O
then when mama and papa is not home she will come out and we'll watch TV together LIKE SISTERS!!

"first ulrasound of our baby boy" and i was the one with ate Princess
it was the first time i saw Daimler's heart.. <3
pounding, and his face is almost visible..

I AM GOING TO BE A TITA SOON.. =)
and i am going to be a GOOD one.. i said,


Then unexpectedly..only in about 8 months, Daimler arrives..

he was not able to handle it so he was rushed in to this "incubator"..
2 days after that,i went to visit him at the hospital..
i cant even look straight,because deep inside i hurt.. my heart felt like it was being crushed and all i wanted to do was to cry, but i cant,still i should be happy he is there in front of me,breathing and that is whats important that time..

a few weeks later,someone told mama that he should be transferred to another hospital because he is not going to make it..
AT SCHOOL I CRIED.. I CRIED BECAUSE I HURT TOO MUCH..
i dont want to lose him.. not this time..

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our baby boy had some though times,but "through it all" we were there..
God was there and here he is now.. healthy as ever.. even said NINANG once at the age of 3 months =D

i love you so much Daimler..
NINANG is always here for you and Claude no matter what and no matter how ..

kuya doesn't what to tell nanay and the rest of the family when ate got pregnant..he told us that he wants to be the one too explain..and so we kept it as a secret until "kuya Arnel"(a worker on papa's shop) told nanay surprisingly,well at least unexpectedly =D

through it all we managed to rise up..
thanks to God.. our BABY BOY IS NOW ALRIGHT...

My own story =) My OWN book

                                the way I see

                                                          M y j o   N e r   

                          

                                                

                            Imagination

                                                   

               Our imagination is the only limit

                                               to what we can hope to have in the future.

                                Sam Levenson- 

                                        

                                                   To my favorite author, Stephenie Meyer                               

                                              Who gave me the inspiration to write this book.

             

                             And to my family and friends who gave everything I ever wanted

                                                                              “LOVE”

                                                                            ..………….

                                P R E F A C E

       We have God who can do anything, who can see anything and HE knows everything. Everything we thought of is possible if we BELIEVE. What if he made extraordinary humans that hides beneath our lives. That camouflage itself to be able to cope with us. What if those “Humans” exists without us even knowing they are close, without us even knowing they are near.

       There are myths such as Vampires, Werewolves, and Mermaids. But did you ever wonder where the idea of their forms came from? There are possibilities that they did exist before us or even exists until now. We just don’t know. It doesn’t mean that if we are not able to see something. That it is not there. Everything can be REAL.

• u n g l u e d

• R E V E R I E

• SHADOW

• The Sleep Over

i wrote this last september and stopped after a month.


 it has only 15 pages..


im still hoping for a huge inspiration hahah =)

              

cosplay last november

had a great time doing anime stuff last november with friends at SMX
                                                   WE ARE THE "GAKUEN ALICES"

                                                     
after we met tons of people who wanted to take pictures of us..we ended our day with a nice long walk out side the MALL OF ASIA =)

night mode cam

        My classmate brought a new cam and had us check it out!
        its actually pretty awesome to use =D
        AND WE LOVED THE NIGHT VISION!!

         here are some pictures..ENJOY =)